I feel like I'm falling a little bit, falling and failing. Well, I'm not really failing but I am for sure floundering. Can I get a few more alliterations in there? :) So, we've had a hectic few weeks here in Idaho and with all of the stuff that's been going on I've lost sight of my "Just Do It" lifestyle. I've let myself get back into the habit of looking at everything all at once and feeling overwhelmed and then wanting to curl up into a little cocoon and hide from all of the things I need to get done. I know it's not logical and I know that this is a process but it's a hard one and old habits really do die hard. I am so full of cliches in this blog I hardly know what to do with myself ;)
On a positive note, I have been doing pretty well with working out this week (I even worked out in Federal Way when we went to visit...go me). I haven't worked out yet tonight and it is almost 11pm but I am going to even though it's late...better late than never (cliche, I know). I wouldn't normally work out this late but I feel like I need to in order to not feel like I completely wasted my day, which I sort of did. Well, not entirely. I took Jacob to the dentist, had a doctor's appointment, made dinner, did some much needed mail stuff, did the dishes, and all the while dealt with a fussy baby (she gets fussy at about 5 or 6 and pretty much stays that way until bed...definitely a morning lark and I have no idea where she got it from because neither of her parents are like that AT ALL). Still, I feel like I could have been much more productive today and part of that is because, well, I could have, and also I'm looking around my house and seeing a lot of clutter that would be so easy to just pick up. I just keep looking at it like it is the most giant task in the whole world though so it keeps not getting done. I need to get back to tackling one thing at a time and not worrying about anything else at all. I think I'll start now, starting with the couch...yes there is junk on my couch and no I have not moved it because I rarely actually sit on the couch but rather sit in the papazan chair. Off to Just Do It!! :)
